As I said earlier, I don't have a hard time believing in the sovereignty of God, or in his wisdom, but in his love?  That one has been a little harder.  I know what I'm like.  I know my weaknesses.  I know I'm not deserving.  That's probably why trust is a big thing for me and why I'm writing a book about it.  Because like I've said, if God was only sovereign and wise, but not loving, I would still be full of fear, not trusting.  The good news is this....